I wish I could get myself out of this self-destructing mindset. I want to get this over with so I don't sit around and do nothing but entertain all these negative thoughts. Thinking way too much hinders progress. Ughh. I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere and I am not doing anything about it. Honestly, I'm scared because my complacency is eating me whole. Yeah. I know. Everyone goes through shit once in a while. And I am aware that some people are worse off. All I need now is to find one good motivation. Just one.
Ughh.
I know it's immature but I wish tomorrow, when I open my eyes, I'm already where I'm supposed to be... 2, 3, 5... 7 years from now.
PINKaren
- PINKaren=)
- Pinkville, Philippines
- I'm kikay but definitely not high-maintainance. I think Shel Silverstein is a genius. I can't tell the difference between blue and purple, brown and green, yellow and orange. I love strawberry flavored lipgloss. I am a pink-magnet. I can't sleep after watching a horror movie. I hate cliches. I can watch Nickelodeon and Disney channel 24/7. I'm a great worrier. I write poems. I get kilig easily. I witnessed the death of so many pens. I don't know how to spell happinness. I'm having a difficult time growing up.
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